Muhshoogalas

I’m a mess
That’s the best way to describe it
Having no time to myself is the only way I can fight it
When I’m alone it’s like I’m staring into a mirror
Don’t know the person inside it and that’s never been any clearer

I miss your family and I miss all our friends
If you had it to do over would you do it over again, 
Cause I would, this meant something more to me
There’s a hole in my heart where you used to be

I still wish you the best of luck, baby
And don’t go thinking this was a waste of time
I couldn’t forget you if I tried

You killed what was left of the good in me
I’m tired so let me be broken
Look down at the mess that’s in front of me
No other words need be spoken
And I’ve got nobody else to blame though I tried
Kept all of our past mistakes held inside
I’ll live with regret for my whole life

I confess that I brought this all on myself
Condemned to suffer alone, like there’s nobody else
When you’re gone, it’s like a whole part of me’s missing
So I’ll keep living the lie and just hope that you’re listening
I tried to make us a life here
But our foundation was built on sand
No time to run until the damage was done
And I’ve never had the upper hand

45 hours in the library over 5 nights. 20+ pages typed for writing assignments. extra credit assignments completed. 90 on my sociology exam. and ready for my econ exam later. why couldn’t i do this from the start? haha

yup. it just happened. had the most embarrassing moment of my life. word…

there will be blood mother fucker